huhu…aku da tgk citer midori no hibi..best giler!!!
macam mengajak aku ke satu lagik alam fantasi..ermm…aku nk jadik tangan kanan abg nuar..hihi..mesti best kan..makan eskem sesame…jenjalan sesame..kira cam he got no choice..all da time dgn aku…all da time aku ngan die..aaaaa best giler kalo btul bleh camtu.hihi..ermm, kalo jadik tgn kanan abg nuar,bestnyeee!serious dis is such a great imagination i ever have..korang yg x tgk lg citer ni sure blur kan tp kalo dah tgk citer ni sure kata aku giler..i dont care!!
kesan rerama..in english..butterfly effect..
tgk citer ni aku terasa kesan reramanye..sebelum ni aku slalu tringin nk patah balik kt certain2 part of my past time..bukan nk undo things but i wish to change some of the black scenes..black tau bukan blue..bnyk bende which i really wish to be able to change it but after tgk citer butterfly efek, i started to realize dat it is actually a really bad idea if u r able to change ur past..u will not juz change ur past, u’ll change who u r now.u’ll be a total diff than who u r now..no wonder allah x create kite with such ability to go back to our past..walaupun ade bnyk peristiwa hitam in our lifetime who we r now is actually the best dat allah had decided to be.yer la..well,i’m still quoting other ppl’s word saying whatever happens,always for a reason..ape saja prob yg kite dpt sbenarnye it is like another step for us to be on another level..not juz utk mematangkan but also to make us well equiped for another level of our life..yeah,mayb masa ade prob kiter blame sana sini..try not to do dat coz prob tu mmg gifted kat kite..mayb to get angry with it,to be sad on it,to get frustrated and so on but 1 thing 4 sure it is 4 us to solve it..ni peringatan utk aku…n also to those who thinks it makes sense.kalo dr citer butterfly efek tu,die ubah kot mana pun past time die,he will still lose out on 1 thing..kalo x die yg cacat,gf die yg jadik hooker,x pun kawan die jadik giler or kawan dier mati or mak die kena kanser..he’ll still gain 1 black point.so, moral of da story…terima lah ketentuan allah kerana semua yg terjadi gerenti ada hikmah nye yg tersendiri..aku menasihati aku..dan kengkwn aku…
da lama aku fikirkan bende ni..how do u actually measure a realtionship?frm wat i’ve gone thru n i’ve seen b4..yg aku pasti satu hub tu x boleh diukur dgn masa.faktor masa tu hanya pemalar semata..ni pd aku la,x tau la how other ppl put it in other way.even knowing some1 selama 8 years pun,it doesnt worth da r’ship or frenship for anything kalau die x memahami kita..yes,da main point is understanding.it doesnt matter how long u know a person but it does matter how much u actually understand the person..a person once told me dat he knows me from my dislikes..knowing what r da things dat i’m not comfortable with,makes us so close 2 each other..n actually we get along very well..looking on time factor,we’ve juz actually connected to each other for almost a year. bende ni sbenrnye comes from hati yang ikhlas..kalo nawaitu awal da fake,so hub yg fake it will be..kalo nawaitu temporary,so hub yg temporary it will b..i’m quoting dis from some1 close to me.he says ‘yang penting sekali,i’m happy to b with u’ ..it makes then a happy realtionship..
kafrawi datang kl 9 nov aritu n he was here for abt 3 days..he tried to contact bung but cannot be reached,die kontek abg lan pun x dpt,die kontek marsha pun unreachable…sudahnya die kontek aku.he came here with a fren dgn tujuan vacation.unfortunately,i was not around masa die nk jenjln kt kl ni…but da best part was aku jadik tourist guide via phone call..hik!
pada hari terakhir die kat kl,he sent me this..
Di platform 18 puduraya,hatiku membeku.Jarum jam menikam harapan yang aku sulam dari rindu..aku tak mampu menghela air mata ke tasik bahagia, kerana kesendirian adalah beribu kesedihan yang bersarang di dada. Pada secuil keinginan, aku membangun perjumpaan,tp gempa kehampaan menerpa pertemuan yang belum sempat kita kibarkan.Di platform 18 puduraya, sepi membakar aku dalam sunyi dan aku pun pergi membawa diri…
kafrawi kirim salam kat sume ahli kelab teater rimban yang kenal die especially to ifa…
huhu…aku da tgk citer midori no hibi..best giler!!!
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