Archive for January, 2006

12
Jan

memoirs..

i cant help myself..rindu giler aku kt lat n cecwan..as n when aku tgk gambar2 yg kite spent time sama2 dulu,sebak sgt rasa..those memories r da most wonderful in my life..we share da same interest,da same mind n thoughts..we truly understand each other n menerima each other seadanyaPic_0548_2 ..kite enjoy being ourself n always support each others needs..needs? hihi Not only dat,kite slalu wat keje gile n u know wat? dats da best part!we dare anything..hihi..  Pic_0549_3

masa gi genting aritu mmg best..n it seems until now dat was da last day kite spent masa juz da three of us.

Pic_0564 our frenship add colors to my life! Pic_0568

aku still bleh ingat masa aku ngan lat main kejar2 kt midvally sbb..hik!

sharing is caring…lat slalu ckp "Pic_0586aku suke apa yg ida suke.."      

    sume kenangan aku ngan korang adalah cebisan hidup aku yg paling indah..      Pic_0622 Pic_0581

ada bnyk bende yg membezakan kite but eventually we r almost da same.. Pic_0588 aku harap in da future, kite still ade masa utk spend sama2..how i really wish!

Pic_0603 wherever u guys r,i always pray for ur health, happiness n success..frenz 4eva!viva! Oren

02
Jan

healing myself

new year..new year tahun ni x sama mcm tahun lepas..birthday aku pun x sama mcm tahun lepas.life aku tahun ni pun x sama ngan tahun lepas.the fact is,x akan ada satu detik dalam hidup aku yang sama.setiap darinya adalah berbeza..berbeza dari rupa dan rasa.setiap detik yang berlalu itu meninggalkan kesan dalam diri aku.Detik yang brbeza itulah yg membezakan aku sekarang dari aku dahulu.

aku slalu brjalan ke depan tapi seringkali melihat keblakang.sambil berjalan ke depan,aku brfikir tentang apa yg telah ku lalui di blakangku..menjadikan langkah ku berat dan perlahan utk kehadapan…

02
Jan

because of u

Artist: Kelly Clarkson
Album: Breakaway
Title: Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you