Archive for July, 2006

31
Jul

cecwan n lat ade kt kl arini tp aku x sempat nk g jumpe dieorg..yer aa,arini kn isnin..ari yg plg sibuk.cectpa blk kol 1 tgh ari td..cecwan plak memula plan nk jumpe aku kt komuter subang kol 6..aku punyela pecut n mencilok dr ampang nk ke subang tetiba die cal ckp x jd sbb abg ipar die da jemput die kt sana..frust sgt.trus aku bwk keter cam org malas..ikutkn ati nk benti je tepi highway tu,maleh nk bwk keter..slalunye ari isnin aku blk lpas maghrib tp cecwan nye psl td aku simpn keje ari isnin wat esok.

kol 4 lg da bising2 kt raj kate aku nk blk awal..nk jumpe member..alahai..frustnye..

31
Jul

hubungn trlarang..errggh!

weeknd baru nih ade la dis guy yg blk kampung die utk attend wedding his cousin..meh la aku panggil die hoist.

hoist n his cousin close la agknye sbb masa wedding tu,hoist jadik pengapit cousin die..to show dat hoist is a very handyman,hoist also jadik camera man for da event..they r so attached together masa event tu tp xde org prasan pun sbb x kesah la pengantin rapat dgn pengapit kan..mkn sesame,asik teman pengantin lelaki je..majlis aritu sgt meriah…n both of them so happy 2gether…

mlm tuh,spatutnye jadik 1st nite pengantin tp pengantin xmo tdo ngan pengantin pompuan..agknye die kate sok mlm la dieorg nye 1st nite.pengantin pompuan pun x kate pa pe aa.she juz went back home..

now….cube teka pengantin lelaki nk tdo ngan sape??pengantin lelaki nk spend 1st nite ngan camera man die..camera man tu suke sgt..suke sgt2..

maka brlalu la mlm pertama pengantin lelaki ngan camera man die..eeeyucks!!i da xleh nk truskn citer ni…goli tokak den!!errrghh!so,gals out there…beware of camera man…eh,no! beware of pengapit lelaki yg da very scandalous..i tell u….especially pengapit lelaki yg mkn ikn keli..yuck!!beware!!

29
Jul

agnes

Agne3

bukan nya aku tak tahu
kau sudah ada yang punya
atau bisikan cinta
ku tahu engkau berdusta

Agne2 namun ku tak mau mengerti
selama kau masih bersamaku
karna ku suka,ku butuh cinta yang pernah hilang dariku

cinta ini kadang kadang tak ada logika
berisi smua hasrat dalam hati
ku hanya ingin dapat memiliki
dirimu hanya untuk sesaat

Agne bukan nya aku tak tahu
kau sudah ada yang punya
karna kau telah bisikkan cintamu padaku
ku tahu engkau berdusta

pergh..suara die mcm christina aguilera..last time,masa mula2 dengar nama agnes monica was when i first heard her song seputih hati..video klip die so nice,so innocent.da song also not bad..

Seputih hati

seputih hati ini
semurni cinta ini
mekar mewangi kasih
kuharapkan balasmu
ulur tangan peluk diriku
oh kekasih dekaplah aku
perasaan cintaku ini
tak bisa kubendung lagi
dimanakah waktu kan berkata menyetujui cinta ini
merpati putih saksi kita
dalam malam kita berjanji
apa yang kan menghalangi
tentang cinta ini kan terjalin
seputih hati ini….
semurni cinta ini…
Pigeon

27
Jul

flash back..

ptg td aku receive call dr seorg kwn lama..we used to b very close.during conversation td,ntah mcm mana ntah die bynk ckp psl kesah silam..he remembers almost every memory we shared b4.i hardly recall any of it ever since we’ve moved on in separate ways..anyway,he’s a really nice fren.

he claims dat he calls my name every day..5 times a day..in his prayer.terharu rasanye..

masa dulu2,die slalu ckp aku nih degil n ego,n i never bother abt it at all..when i come to think of it ,maybe he’s right.tp nk wat macam mana,siapa aku skarang adalh krn apa yg tlah aku lalui.cant deny dat he’s not da only 1 who say so..on da other hand,krn ego n degil tu jugak la yg menjd kekuatn pd pendirian n keinginan aku.

it was nice talking to him..caring mcm dulu jugak..da ada sense of humor compared to da times when i used to hang out with him b4..hik!hope he’ll alwayz b happy n success in his life..he’s gf is lucky to have such a nice guy like him.all da best,mir..

27
Jul

bnyk yg aku blaja dr kwn br aku kt tmpt keje..he’s weird.maksud aku pelik sbb cara die brfikir x mcm org biasa.mungkin sbb he was brought up in a diff way of living.he was born in kedah,brought up in singapore n now a staying in kl..he likes to read.he reads a lot of books.

die slalu ckp…

"lidah itu cermin hati"…."dlm hidup ni mana ada kjujurn"…"perempuan adalah spesies yg sgt kejam" (x larat gaduh da ngan die bab nih)…"soaln ko adlh jwpn nye sendiri.."…"if it’s normal to happen,it doesnt mean it’s right..salah ttp salah"

1 i like most…"aku x pernah salahkn ko,ida.." dis is used when i make mistake..hehe

die sgt kuat smoking..selang 3-4 jam die mesti kuar smoke kjap.die dtg awal sharp kol 8stgh,rehat pun sharp kol 1,start keje blk pun sharp kol 2,blk sharp kol 6..sume nye tajam la kirenye..bile aku bising bau rokok,die kate " jgn pisahkn aku dgn cinta aku.." x tahan btul,kuat giler bau rokok die.every time die nk kuar smoke he will said to me.."aku nk g tenangkn diri.." ..hik!klakar gak aku denga..

memula keje ngan die rs x slesa..tau x nape rs x slesa?x slesa dg pemikiran die!aku sbenanye bengang dgn da way he thinks,da way he takes any situation,cara die faham sesuatu prkara..die x menerima logik langsung.there r things yg aku mmg lawan blk ckp die but certain things i juz keep myself in silent mode.if not,sure jd gaduh besar..slalu argue ngan aku issue feminisme…almost everything prempuan is at fault.plus,die x nk terima kemodenan..die lebih bnyk menganalisa sejarah.tell me,mcm mana la x jd gaduh ari2??!

masa final world cup br nih,die ajak bet.aku on jer..die france,aku itali..reward die rokok or ice cream..disbbkn itali menang,aku demand eskem mahal..muahaha.skang aku da bleh la trime sket die mcm tuh..bleh la paham sket kepelikn die but still,ade jugak time2 yg aku x brckp ngan die.die aar!!suke sgt cr psl ngan aku..bnyk yg aku blajar dr die..

20
Jul

Moon5

                          Moon4

…aku trjaga dr tdo di suatu kwn lapang dlm gelap mlm.Moon3 sejurus pandangan ku terhenti di kaki langit,aku merasa getar sluruh tubuh melihat kabus mlm ditiup angin perlahan.bagaikan trtipu dgn pancaindera,kelihatan bulan mengambang penuh menerangi bumi..besarnya luar biasa skali..Moon belum hilang rasa debarku di dada,tiba2 langit mlm dikejutkan dgn kewujudan satu lagi bulan mengambang di sblah timur…..    

" Jap,pause!wait a second!!!! mana plak bumi ade 2 bulan.. ? bumi ade 1 je bulan n bulan die xdela besar sgt camni.." 

mlm td tdo aku mimpi mcm yg aku citer tu la..tetiba tgh dok mimpi, aku bleh sound x puas ati kt mimpi aku..knoe wat? rite after aku komplen..bulan yg lagi 1 tu trus ilang tinggal satu je n it also shrinked to its normal size..haha..Moon6_1 aku bgn pg td,trgelak sesorg..cam klakar plak mimpi tuh..mimpi pun takut kt aku..haha.. Moon7

11
Jul

hit n run..

aku x sengaja..Dead2 

really2 tak sengaja..sape suh die terbang rendah sgt..

Dead ptg td aku bawa keter kt highway..pepaham je la highway org x bawa 80km sejam kan..

sambil layan lagu ‘gone’ yg aku br burn kt ofis pg td,tetiba ade seekor burung kecik comey accident ngan aku..yer aa,sape suh terbang rendah sgt kot ye pun nk amek angin petang…dgn lagu ‘gone’ tu jugak la burung tu pun gone..sekian timer kaseh..

Dead1 yg sedey nye,dah la berlanggar ngan cermin depan keter,pastu trcampak plak kt tepi jln tuh…kalo la blakang aku xde keter bmw yg dok cucuk blakang keter aku,mesti aku benti pi tolong apa yg patut..provided aku x bwk laju aa..

Dead3 ade org tanye aku,da wat polis repot ke lum?die kata aku da wat salah..ni da kira kes langgar lari..tp aku x sengaja..

rasa bersalah tau tak…sepjg jln rs brsalah..sian kt burung tuh..huk!

10
Jul

Gone..

There’s a thousand words
That I could say
To make you come home
Seems so long ago
You walked away
Left me alone
And I remember what you
Said to me
You were acting so strange,
Mmm
Maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change
Was it something I said
To make you turn away
To make you walk out
And leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that
You were right here
Right now

I’ve been sitting here
Can’t get you off my mind
I’ve tried my best to be a man
And be strong
I’ve drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains
You’re

Gone
You’re gone
Baby you’re
Gone, girl you’re gone
Baby girl you’re gone
You’re gone
You’re

Now I don’t wanna make
Excuses baby
Won’t change the fact
That you’re gone
But if there is something
That I could do
Won’t you please let me know
The time is passing so
Slowly now
Guess that’s my life
Without you
And maybe I could change
My every day
But baby I don’t want to
So I’ll just hang around
And find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
And I know in my heart
You can’t say that you don’t
Love me too
Please say you do

Yeah

I’ve been sitting here
Can’t get you off my mind
I’ve tried my best to be a man
And be strong
I’ve drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains you’re

Gone
You’re gone
You’re gone
You’re gone
You’re gone
You’re gone
Oh

What will I do
If I can’t be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart
Baby why don’t you see
That I need you here with me

Oh

I’ve been sitting here
Can’t get you off my mind
I’ve tried my best to be a man
And be strong
I’ve drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains you’re gone

I’ve been sitting here
Can’t get you off my mind
I’ve tried my best to be a man
And be strong
I’ve drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains you’re

Gone
You’re Gone
You’re gone
You’re gone
Baby girl you’re gone
You’re gone
But the truth re-mains
You’re gone…

~long time ago,masa lagu nih tgh hot..i listened to it with a crying heart..when recently,dis song played on air,i can sense da same feelings inside me..

for da past 3,4 days i was drag along to such a very deep feeling of sadness..mudah sgt terasa hati..for such a small matter,i cant stop da streaming of tears..especially when i’ve to received bad news.weekend baru nih really a tough 1.hit me like a thunder..

besar btul ujian allah…sesungguhnya aku masih bersyukur kerana di masa tuhan menurunkn ujian Nya yg sgt besar pdku,i still have a very nice n luving person who’s alwiz there n then to listen to my cries.i really hope god will alwiz look at me,help me,lead me to da right path…to da right person to be with..to da right person to have faith with..

09
Jul

bad day

Artist: Daniel Powter
Album: Daniel Powter
Title: Bad Day


Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion’s gone away
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You’re faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life’s been way off line
You’re falling to pieces everytime
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I’m not wrong

(yeah…)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You’ve seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

09
Jul

my sis is leaving me..

cuti die da abes..sedey la plak nk kena antar die blk mlm kang..mmg la nnt die blk umah blk tp aku da xde partner la nnt nk main badminton,main lanyak2,xde geng nk kutuk2…xde kwn nk borak2…adeh!sedey nye…

trpaksala antar die blk ngan berat ati..trpaksa la antar org yg rajin nk denga rintihan aku walaupun kengkdg tu sakit ati gak la ngan die…yer aa org ckp ngan die,die sebuk je main msg ngan mamat mana ntah..nyampah btul..but at least she listens very well..

anyway,trpaksala jugak antar die…ya allah beratnye ati…sedey nye…sedey tau x!!!

huk!