sUkmA JaRak

it has been almost 2 weeks he disappeared..i hav tried e’thing dat is possible for me to reach him but nothing much helped.i know there’s sumthing wrong wit him.he couldn b possibly blah juz like dat..his fav book ‘the choice’ is still under his desk n 1 thing for sure he has not finish reading it.i still remember he told me dat he wanted me to read da book as well but looking at my condition,he said..’it will juz b a piece of junk if u were to keep it..’ yela,nk tdo pun x cukup time ni kan plak nk suh baca buku..heh! he reads me very well..haha..

he made a lot of things here to b in routine..teach me a lot of gud lessons..tells me a lot of gud n bad stories (he’s bad at story telling).even though we truly go against each other’s princip of life but sumhow we manage to get along very well.where could he be?

during dis 2 weeks,i’d to slaughter myself,struggled to get work done myself.it’s difficult if he’s not around.nk kench pun curik2 time tau x???!! it is one woman show here..i’ve to do EVERYTHING myself!!dr sekecik kecik bende smpai sbesar besor bende..goshh!! how could he left me juz like dat..i called everywhere to trace him even da clinics n hospital dat he used to go..nothing!!

normally,he’ll play da songs dat he likes n he purposedly repeated all da tracks as much as he knows i dont like any of ‘em.until 1 day,ntah mcm mana masa tgh leka wat keje,i sang da song to myself.mana tk trhafal,ari2 die psg lagu yg sama da whole day plak tuh..he laughed n said ‘finally..’ haha

2 weeks without him,i did not play da media player until today..strange,i kinda miss his presence..

i hope he’s doing fine..if he’s sick plz god let me know..da management already start looking for replacement but i still hope he’ll be back.i know he’ll come back.