last week seems 2 b a heavy week..work load xyah citer aa.me,my boss n my asst..we need to put up on a lot of things.despite all da hassles dat we’ve to manage,we still hav lots of gud things to share n enjoying ourselves teasing each other..
i remember he said dis.."if u can solve ur prob wit ur gf,dat means nothing else is impossible coz prob wit women r da greatest prob in da world" he’s not happy at home.he’s been telling me how stressfull he is at home.at 1st he was complaining abt me x tau masak..hihi then he started 2 grumble "i told my wife 2 cut salt in her cook but she juz dnt listen.especially when she put ghee,i hate it so much.she knows how da ghee disturb my throat but she juz couldnt b bothered.she said- everybody doesnt complaint abt it y shud u?" me n my asst laughed but i know he meant it seriously..he added more "when i complaint,she’ll bang things in da kitchen..when i keep myself quite,she’ll make noise n nag n get mad at me.she’ll use all da harsh words.she’s so vengeful.dat only enuff to destroy my day"
he said "i’m counting days,adik..i’m counting days 2 go.how i wish i can spend peaceful time at home wit my family.how i wish ppl in da house u’stand how i feel.i know i’m a perfectionist as small2 things really matter to me but i meant gud 4 everybody"
not juz dat,bnyk lg la die citer kt aku..plus,all da advise "if u bcome a wife,never use harsh words 2 ur husband,it cut me deep" i cant tolerate those kinda words too..then suddenly my asst asked him,"y dont u find sum1 else who can bring u comfort n more luv..ther r lots of nice women out there,anyway.." it strucked me like a thunder.there n then i got it straight.now,i u’stand wat mr.handH used 2 tell me b4.
"i can do dat long time ago if i want but i juz dnt want my chilren to bising2.i cannot tahan if everybody wil b putting da blame on me.i knw they will.it’s ok,i’m abt 2 leave anyway.y leave in disgust,i wanna leave wit watever luv which is still there 4 me..i shud hav find sum1 else b4 but i’m actually scared..hihi scared of my wife" me n fitry broke da silence wit laughter (i knw he’s in sorrow)
he said "ida,i dnt want u listen to dis ok.." ~u want me 2 leave dis room? "no,i want u to stay but dnt listen to dis" ok.."i wish i was not married,was not married to her" i looked at him "nnt la..i’m not finish yet" i smiled "but i cant live without a wife.aiyooo if she’s not around,how sad i feel dat i’ve 2 make my own drinks n grab my own clothes.leceh la adik" he was juz covering up..fitry n i laughed again.
dat is very pathetic..sepjg jln ms nk blk umah dr ofis,i was thinking abt it.wat kinda mariage is dat..?how to live wit dat kinda living?wit all da sour n bitter dat u juz dnt have any choice but to swallow it.those r only sacrifice n condonation..where is luv dat ties da bond in da 1st place?where is da luv dat joins 2 hearts n creates wonders in 1 sharing thru thick n thin?
suddenly dis song played in me..
"Everyone falls in love sometime
Sometimes it’s wrong
And sometimes it’s right
For every win
Someone must fail
But there comes a point when
When we exhale
Sometimes you’ll laugh
Sometimes you’ll cry
Life never tells us
The when’s or why’s
When you’ve got friends to wish you well
You’ll find a point when
You wille exhale
Hearts are often broken
When there are words unspoken
In your soul there’s
Answers to your prayers
If you’re searching for
A place you know
A familiar face
Somewhere to go
You should look inside yourself
You’re halfway there "
-1 newly wedded hubby told me how messy his life is now..probably cursed by da chain of mistakes.i hope he’s doing fine wherever he is now.(bnyk sgt off record)
- sumhow,how foolishly i wish he’s not a hubby..
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