"smakin kite mendekati sesuatu imej dgn sblah mata yg trpjam maka sebrg imej disblhnya akn hilang dr pandangn kite..imej yg hilang dr pandangn itu tdk pula brganjak dr kdudukn asalnya..cuma ia hilang dr pandgn mata kite saje yg dinamakn titik buta.."
i find a blind spot in my life.
da more i get close to it, da more i lost my principles..
da more i lost my principles,da closer i was to it..
i was certain dat wat i’ve done is totally wrong but i permitted it to happen.now da wrong doings r punishing me.for years i was brought up with luv,trust n empathy,last nite they were all gone 4 mistakes dat i could hav avoid it long time ago.i knew mistakes happen if u follow wat ur heart desire.all dis while i was following logics until i was told dat miracles dont happen with logics.hoping dat wonders n beauty in miracles last long,i was then caught,cursed n punished..
dear whoever is reading dis..
do not follow logics..do not follow ur heart.follow only wat allah said in quran..wat rasulullah said in hadis n sunnah.dat is da only path dat me n u shud follow..
watever it takes,watever situation it is,by watever condition given,with whomever u meet,watever been said n spoken..if said by allah as wrong,it could never b rite.
dis is wat da blind spot of my life has taught me..
last sunday,aku blk kg..syok sesgt!!yg syoknye kg pnuh buah rambutn..sana merah,sini kuning..i was so excited.ape lg..panjat memanjat la jwbnye..ade adik laki pun takut kena nyamuk la,takut semut la..sluar koto la,brpluh la..gosh!!da pupus agaknye laki macho kt dunia ni..duh!
umah makwan mmg best.sjuk n peacefull..kalo nk lari,ni la port yg plg sesuai.xde org n xde coverage..hihi kalo di izinkn tuhan,aku nk kmas umah tu,jaga umah tu mcm arwah atuk jaga dulu.rumput x pnah pjg..pokok brbunge cantik je..daun kering x sempat nk menimbun pun..arwah atuk was a very neat person.rajin basuh bj..cuci lantai..sapu sampah..kalo join die ngemas mmg feel gler,xde la rs pnat..more to having fun actually.dulu i used 2 help him potong rumput..he knows i really enjoy doing dat..hihi pas potong rumput,sapu rumput..pas sapu rumput,bakar rumput..abes wat sume kmas2 tu,jadi la aku si comot antarabangsa..comot gler!!
its actually,everytime blk kg,slalu tingat arwah atuk..rs mcm nmpk je die..rs mcm die ada je kt umah tu.abah mcm die tp arwah atuk lebey caring la..die x bnyk ckp,it was like action speaks louder than words.ape saje yg die wat nnt scare otomatik,brain aku will interprate..n i u’stand him dat way.
pnah jugak pk,nape atuk jrg expres his feelings,jrg brcite..but later then i’d prefer him dat way..makwan pun bukn nye jenis brleter..kalo aku jd nenek nnt pun,aku nk jd yg cool je.hihi..i luv my makwan n atuk so much!
i’m so sorry to keep u waiting..i fell asleep n it was not meant to be purposely nk membalas or wat.i was so tired of 2day’s work actually ..it was such a terrible,hectic n full of hassle day.too bad if u take it as vengefull deed.i never did dat kinda things to ppl..
frankly,i wanted 2 c u as much as how u look forward to it..
sampai nye ati treat me dis way..never thought u wud act like dis on me.hope u feel gud of doing it..
movie ‘my best friend’s wedding’..its applying to me..gosh!
br tau exactly how it feels to b in Jules shoe.tu la,tgk lg citer tu like 1000 times..could b more i gez.la nih vcd citer tu pun da rosak..igt sok kalo xde hal,aku nk g carik citer tu kt giant..ade ke ade? i really luv dat movie.dulu2 sblm vcd tuh saket,asal srabut je psg citer tu..asal boring je ngadap cite tu..sampai ma kate ‘x reti boring ke ha?’
speaking of ma..i miss her more than car craze..(sum1 once told me dat he misses me like car craze..) i juz hope she’ll cool down..ringan je kaki nk mlangkah pegi kt die,but her words d other day tingled in my mind dat stopped me rite there..
know sumthin, lagu dewi sang by dewa19..mcm feel je..especially dis part "dewi aku mohon beri kesempatan.tuk bisa menebus dosaku kpdmu.maafkn lah aku yg menyakitimu,aku tdk pnah menyangka bisa bgini.." mcm die ckp ngan kite je rsnye.. most of lagu2 kump dewa, slalu rs cam die nyanyi dgn ati..as if they r singing da song 4 u..
suare die mcm Anuar Zain!! tp anuar zain nye suare sdap lg..kasih trcipta-faizal OIAM syalin n erin been singing dis song lately..kire cam radio brgrak gak la..kalo suh nyanyi lagu ape je sure dieorg tau.so,aku nnt lepak dlm bilik smbil layan dieorg nyanyi..dieorg nyanyi lagu ‘rimas’ fabulous cat mmg gempak..siap bley gilir part yg ade rap verse..dahsyat tul!
luckily i still hav these 2 luvly sister yg slalu je wat aku trsenyum n trglak when others dont realy bother at all..n luckily i still hav miot n elle yg alwiz willing to listen bile aku rs nk brciter..i luv my sisters so much!these r among da only ppl in my life yg slalu menyenangkn ati..(except when syalin ngamuk,dat 1 miot je la bley handle..)
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