“We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It’s gonna happen and it’s
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time..”
Archive for November, 2008
19
Nov
1 step at a time
my dearest besfren.. cecwan
once upon a time..kire2 hampir 2 yrs ago,aku n cecwan same2 single.he met 1 guy at 1 wedding.oleh krn taste ktorg same (thru out time kolej dulu, aku,cecwan n cectpa mmg hv da same taste on guys.any guy yg aku admired 2 look at,dieorg pn suke gak..hihi),well then she believed dat dis particular wedding guy she met suite me well.
so, she decided 2 match aku ngan dat guy. i could still remember her saying ‘noq,try la..knal je dulu.kalo ko x ok,xyah la.aku rs die ok sgt ngan ko.tinggi n smart looking.aku anta kn pic die kt ko eyh.kalo ko ok,aku bg no ko kt die..’ since it is cecwan,i said ok..send me da pic wit a tot mayb i shud giv myself a try..cube tgk wont do any harm kn..
received je mms tu, i called cecwan. ‘noq,xmo la.. he is so fair.aku xmo la org kulit cerah sgt mcm tu.aku xmola,noq.komfem xmo..kalo ko suke,ko try la knal die.’ haha bile igt blk mcm klaka je. its funny when u judge ppl by their skin color. trpakse la aku denga cecwan bising2,mrh2 kt aku.. ‘ok la tu..ko nk tall-dark-hensem.die kurg 1 je kot..bla bla bla..’ panas la kjap tlinge ni. erm sbenarnye, it is not so much of tall-dark-hensem thingy.ape yg aku btau cecwan ms tu was merely an excuse.i dont fancy matchmake.i dnt even believe 1.yes,true..dat guy mmg gud looking.according 2 her,he is 185cm..mmg tinggi.haha. so,after saying no.cecwan pn da x brought up da issue lg.
yesterday,cecwan minta aku tlg amek die kt stesen bas s.alam.after solat,i went 2 pick her up.muke die sgt brseri2..senyum smpai tlinge.she’s engaged 2 dat wedding guy few days ago.sayang sgt aku x dpt attend da event.aku br je blk dr perth.jgn tnye la mcm mane aku tepis cecwan mrh2 aku x g die brtunang. erm,die kawen nnt,aku mmg kena g ganu jugak2!
she’s deeply in luv wit dat guy..aku x pnah tgk cecwan happy mcm ni.its painted all over her face..n she kept on saying ‘he has everything dat ive ever wanted..’ bile aku tgk die hepy telling me all sorts of stories,trdetik dlm ati aku..’she found HIM finally’.she was never certain of her feelings towards anybody..same la dgn aku.n i still do..
ape pn,im so happy 4 her..sgt2 heppy utk cecwan. her caption at her profile “bahagia kan trus jd milik ku” insya allah,cecwan..
~cecwan maybe akn settle down buln 6 thn dpn..cectpa plak bulan 1 ni.. gudluck my besfrenz! =)
03
Nov
maidless
i used 2 hv housemaid..not 1 but 2 maids used 2 run my hse chores.
sorg frm acheh-i called her Jen n she hd worked 7 yrs 4 us.sorg lg frm jawa-i called her Nor,she worked 4 yrs wit us.
nw,both of them da xde.
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lame jugak mama pampered kn aku..i dont cook n i dont clean anything.seriously,nothing.i dont wash clothes,neither da dishes,not even da house.gosok baju lg la aku x wat..bj aku sendr pn maid yg gosokkn.
ive been terribly pampered 4 a very long time..
ms kt kmpp dulu,every weekend aku blk umah dgn bj kotor.jumaat ptg ma amek,ahad mlm aku blk kolej blk..bj2 aku sume da siap basuh,lipat,gosok n gantung.
ms kt ukm,aku xleh blk tiap2 mgu sbb parent aku kt penang.so,wat i did?i send them 2 dobi..later ade mesin basuh pkai syiling..sumtimes aku anta umah makngah aku kt bangi..but i was more often 2 send d clothes 2 umah anty ros.x lame lpas tu family aku pindah ke usj,so im backed 2 old habit..blk weekend wit bj kotor.hee..
whenever aku kt umah,i could juz name wat r d things dat i feel like eating 2 mama n she wud definitely cook it..sinfully delicious food! anytime,be it bfast,lunch,dinner,supper,desert..she can alwiz cook.slalunye kalo ma masak,aku jd tukang rase..which i luv doing it!smbil denga ma bebel ke,gosip ke..i was alwiz in d kitchen wit her.usik2 ma,kutuk2 na.. we had a lot of fun in da kitchen 2gether.n whenever ma nk masak,kalo ade brg xde,aku la jd runner g cr brg 2.keje aku? i only hv 2 drive 2 pasar n buy all da things listed.list barang pn bukn aku yg buat,d maid did it.
so,basically wat im good at is only ‘driving n buying’
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as at 2day,da 8 ari aku wat sume keje2 maid aku..
i sweep d floor
i mop d floor
i wash,jemur,lipat n gosok d clothes - basuh machine la..tudung je basuh tgn
i wash d dishes-wit d help of my adk2.we take turns as well.
d garbage - empty d dustbin,replace d plastic bags
n finally,i c00k. - jgn tnye ape aku masak,mcm mane aku masak..i also dunno hw but i sumhw juz manage 2 do it.yg pasti,i cant cook like hw ma used 2 cook 4 me.frankly,when i try 2 cook,it feels like she’s in me..or mayb she’s near me.very near 2 me. i realized it long ago but nw only i understand why she luvs cooking 4 us.da fact dat she cn cook anytime at our request,she cooks wit really really lots of luv..penetrated into our blood, connected our hearts 2 her..until nw,until 4ever.hence,i cn alwiz feel her luv..
therefore,during dis 8 days..no matter how hard or how tiring it could be,during da silent nite..b4 i close my eyes,i wud say ‘ma,2day i cook n clean d house..u knw i dnt do those stuffs.i did it all wit luv dat u tot me hw.thank u,ma.i luv u so much..’
ya allah ya tuhanku..bantulah hambamu..
i really2 miss my ma..
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