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We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I’m standing there, on a balcony in summer air.I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know…

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don’t go…
And I said…

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess,
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we’re dead if they knew-
So close your eyes… escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet” -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don’t go-
And I said…

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess.
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they’re trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it’s real.
Don’t be afraid, we’ll make it out of this mess.
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said…

Romeo save me, I’ve been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don’t know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said…

Marry me Juliet, you’ll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that’s all I really know.
I talked to your dad — go pick out a white dress
It’s a love story, baby just say… yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

We were both young when I first saw you.

erm mase mule2 eryn suh aku denga lagu ni,i passed dis remark “euww lagu pe ni?” x sempat denga satu rangkap,aku da turun bwh. aku wat dek je bile die kate “kkida listen 1st la..ish”

die x puas ati aku ckp lagu yg die suke tu x sdap.wat she did? haha she sang 2 me when i was in da kitchen,when i was combing my hair,when i was sweeping n mopping,when i was texting,when i was lepaking dpn umah..until..

Stop it.

GIMME A BREAK! awk pandu sy gile ok!

ok fine, i’ll listen to it..juz cut wit da singing crap ok!

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Eryn: so?

me: erm da chorus part best la..

Eryn: n?

me: biase je..

Eryn: erggghhh!

**saket perut aku gelak.aku amek lagu tu dwnload dlm hp. satu ari aku layan lagu tuh. erm bile denga lyric dier btul2 br la rs lagu tu best rupenye..

suare mcm norah jones..genre of da song mcm ala ala country song n da issues more to teeny stuff.

eventually,i like da song.. hik!

Eryn: Ahhhaa!! atlast! =)

ive been trying to write dis blog since last week..

i hv lotsa things in mind but none of them cn b verified neither classified.

sume nye mcm brbelit n brsimpul.. mcm serabut pn ye..

br ptg td aku sedar ape sbnanye yg wat aku trganggu.

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lpas je anta keter naza cuci, aku trus tkan minyak..kpale aku da set mane arah nk dituju..

aku g ziarah mama. “selamat hari raye,ma..”

lpas aku adiahkn yassin kt mama,aku citer sume nye kt ma.. sume yg trpendam,trsurat n trsirat.. ya allah ya tuhanku,aku rindu ma sgt2..

juraian airmataku membasahi pusara ma. aku pejamkn mata,trbayang wajah ma sblm die nazak pd awal pg tu..

~ms tu aku tgh nk bg ma air milo.. “ida,dkat ngan ma..” aku dkatkn muke aku kt kpale ma “ida,dkat lg..” aku turun cket ke tlinge die “dkat lg..”  pipi aku brsentuh dgn pipi ma “ma sayang ida..ma sayang ida sgt2.. remember dis,ida. i luv u so much. tinggal ye sayang. kesian ida kena jage adk2.. tp ma tau ida bley wat.. u r my best daughter.. u r da best” ma cium pipi kanan n kiri aku brkali2.. ma cium dahi aku skali.. n we hugged each other like there’s no 2moro. which is true,ma x ade lg pd ari esok tu.

ms kt kubur ma, aku prcaye ma denga stiap rintihan aku.. aku prcaye ma denga sume nye. dat is wat i really2 wanted, sum1 who listens.. who truly listen 2 my cry,my stories,my complaints..

i do lots of listening.. in fact,i enjoy listening 2 ppl. not only i get 2 knw them but indirectly i make my own self-learning.. smpai ms,i need 2 b heard as well.

i tried luahkn pd seseorg tp mayb die x brsedia utk denga..it is unfair to him kalo aku cite kn cite2 sedey ni when die tgh clebrate gud news.lg pn bukn nye bende br,its only ‘i miss my mom badly’ thingy which he may not b able 2 do anything..xpela,i sumhw found way 2 manage it myself nw.i cn handle it..

abes aku cite kt ma sumenye.. br aku sedar ape sbnanye yg mengganggu aku..

slaen dr rs sunyi n rindu pd ma,aku prlu wat 1 rangka br..1 rencana - mcm mane nk menjadikn hidup aku arini lebey baek dr esk. aku prlu wat satu aturan mase yg lebey teliti n sistematik. aku nk wat persepsi br.. ’suri rumah x wat keje umah saje,suri rumah bley wat sales n gain better than whoever yg bukn suri rumah’ (not 2 offend any1 ye..kate2 smangat je ni)

“ujian hidup itu adlh satu nikmat di antara skian byk nikmat2 yg allah kurniakan apabila kite mampu mlaluinye dgn pnuh ksabarn..”

i really2 miss my ma..