im so lucky 2 hv dis wonderful family..
im so blessed 2 hv such gud frenz around me..
im so grateful to allah atas rahmat n rezki he gave me.. alhamdulillah.
aidilfitri kali ini sgt sunyi. dlm gelak ketawa aku n adik2,kami msg2 sedar ade ruang kosong dlm jiwa kami semua. rs khilangn. biarpn ni dah kali kedue braye tanpa mama trsayang,rs sebak dlm hati x dpt ktorg tolak sdikit pn.. aku tgk adik je cukup la. he’s juz 9 n menyambut aidilfitri tanpa peluk cium ma tika usia sekecil itu,buat aku mnanges dlm hati. alangkah baik kalo aku punye ubat utk kdukaan itu.. bukan adik je,all of us sbenanye menanggung kdukaan yg amat perit utk beraye tanpa ma. suasana raye tu dtg dr suare gelak tawe ma,meriahnye raye tu hadir dgn jeritn n usikn ma.. indahnye hari raye tu bile ma ade utk semua.. alhamdulillah raye kali ni,ktorg still lg bley brhimpun,brpuase n braye brsame2.. cukup korum !
raye n puase thn lpas mengingatkn aku.. ramadhan n syawal wit dis guy i terribly fall in luv with. there were nothing much special abt him except we shared da same ‘khilangn org trsayg’ tragedy. we tend 2 understand each other very well,unlike sum other guys ive known who actually lgsg x sensitive (its like they juz couldnt be bothered 2 what uve lost,dieorg cuma nk tackle kite for sum shit reasons). later,we knew we hd developed feelings towards each other eventhough there was an age gap.thru out da rship,we dont really feel da varians of age n things went perfectly gr8 along d way. we took care of each other very much as if we only hv each other.as far as i cn remember,being with him was like being on a cushion.. so comfortable. dis yr ramadhan n raye,i celebrated witout him. well,ive moved on (slpas mlalui such a devastated-depressed-broken hearted period). since d day he realized he’s not up to any commitment yet (lelaki..ermm..),i decided 2 call it off - our relationship which is obviously ridiculous utk aku truskn. 2 my surprise,he came back recently looking 4 me.his words r telling me`is hoping things wud still b da same like we used to..(wtf!) da thought of he was different than sum guys hd simply fade away.. its juz dat its so hard 2 deny dat i wish he’d b different. (2 find sum1 whom u feel so attached to,dependant to,comfortable 2 talk n 2 b with is hella damn difficult).
dugaan tuhan punya hikmahnye trsendiri.
meskipn aidifitri ini ku lalui tanpa ma trcinta,meskipn jua tanpa insan yg istimewa.. raye kali ni aku n adik2 beraye dgn kueh raye yg sgt sdap,rendang ayam buatn sendiri kali pertama yg lazat hingga menjilat pinggan..haa! raye kali nih kg lada chengkau x sunyi dr dentuman thunder clap,mercun bola n mercun roket.. raye kali nih abh bwk ktorg ziarah wanTam,atuk Jo,wan alang,wan along smpai da x larat nk mkn da aritu.. yang penting sekali,aidilfitri kali nih telah merapatkn hub aku,adik2 n abh.. semoga ianya kekal or menjd lebey baek dimase akn dtg.. insya allah.
I throw all of your stuff away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I tell everyone we are through
‘Cause I’m so much better without you
But it’s just another pretty lie
‘Cause I break down
Every time you come around
Oh oh!
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I’d never let you back in
Should’ve known better than trying to let you go
‘Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can’t quit
Something about you is so addictive
We’re falling together, you’d think that by now I’d know
‘Cause here we go go go again
You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
And you’re always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it’s no use
Can’t be with or without you!
Oh oh
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I’d never let you back in
Should’ve known better than trying to let you go
‘Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can’t quit
Something about you is so addictive
We’re falling together, you’d think that by now I’d know
‘Cause here we go go go again, ‘gain
And again
(And again)
And again
(And again)
And again!
I threw all of your stuff away
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
Oh oh, oh oh
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I’d never let you back in
Should’ve known better than trying to let you go
‘Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can’t quit
Something about you is so addictive
We’re falling together, you’d think that by now I’d know
‘Cause here we go go
Here we go again
Here we go again!
Should’ve known better than trying to let you go
‘Cause here we go go go again
Again
And again
And again
And again
…
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